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Through the Darkness In the Shadow I will still Go On...

Sunday, April 28, 2013
Posted by 卍ᛣᛉ卐 ᛝ ↯↯↯ ѪDurgaѪ ↯↯↯ ᛝ 卍ᛉᛣ卐

                   Through the Darkness In the Shadow I will still Go On...
I am on Journey Through the Darkness
I am on way to Home
Though the Sea, Through the Ocean
through the path that is coming home...
I will follow every guidance to the place i love in home
♥ Whole One ♥

The Secret Space Program

Saturday, April 27, 2013
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Time has come to finally release some intel about the secret space program. The hidden purpose of the secret space program was to set a stage for the Draconian/Reptilian takeover of the planet. The takeover attempt has failed and soon the Light forces will clear the last vestiges of the Draconian control of this planet - the Cabal.

The secret space program has started in Germany immediately after the end of World War I:

In 1934, many races of the Draco empire contacted the world leaders and made secret treaties with them, offering them advanced military technology in exchange for enslavement of the mass human population. This was the main reason for the great progress of technology in the 30s. All those projects needed financing and financing came through confiscation of privately owned gold through Gold Reserve Act of 1934.

During World War II, Draconian forces attempted an open takeover of the planet through Nazi Germany. That attempt failed with the victory of the Allied forces and Draconians settled for a more covert approach.

They imported about 2000 leading Nazis to the United States through Operation Paperclip and many of those Nazis still form the backbone of the shadow government that runs the affairs on this planet.

After the war, hundreds of thousands tonnes of Yamashita gold were put into trading programs which provided financing for the construction of the massive system of underground military bases worldwide. Those bases were build to set the stage for the Draconian invasion which was planned for the year 2000. In the 50s, the secret space program extended and also involved bases on Moon and Mars. Construction of the bases under the surface of the Earth was ongoing and in mid 90s there were about 120 bases in the United States and about 400 bases worldwide.

Additional funding was needed for those projects and actually every human on the planet contributed about 25% of his salary to these secret projects through siphoning off taxpayer money:

The secret space program and construction of the underground bases was operated by Rockefeller / Kissinger / Bush / Rumsfeld / Halpern / Cheney military-industrial complex through corporations such as Halliburton, Bechtel, Rand, Sandia, Wackenhut, Morton Thiokol, Raytheon,  Blackwater…

The man behind the curtain of the secret space program was John Dale Halpern. His front company Halpern, Denny & Co. still controls Halliburton, Monsanto, Raytheon and Academi (former Blackwater).

The secret space program involved the development of many advanced technologies as you can see here:

After much progress has been made by the Light forces in the early 90s, the Draco alliance has decided to invade sooner and instead of the year 2000 their invasion started in late 1995. At the target date for the invasion, January 11th 1996, they decided to crush the very few people who were aware of their plans. On that particular day they killed Phil Schneider and also attacked me and some other key people. Phil Schneider was speaking openly about the underground military bases :

Between 1996 and 1999, about 500 million Reptilians have entered humanoid cloned bodies inside those underground bases. After 1999, the Resistance Movement has started clearing those underground bases and removed all Reptilians except for a very few individuals on the surface of the planet. Deeper portions of those bases were cleared in 2003. After that, the progress of the Light forces was massive.

Between 2008 and 2011, the Pleiadians have increased their presence in the Earth orbit to the extent that NASA was forced to shut down their official manned space program because they could not prevent the leaking of the evidence of Pleiadian presence otherwise.

In 2012, the Resistance Movement has removed the vast majority of the physical gold from the hands of the Cabal. This has crippled the Cabal's operations extensively. Now they hide the last few trillions of their money in Lichtenstein. Due to the fact that they need 2-3 billion dollars daily to keep their show running, they could last for 2 or 3 years if their resources would be left untouched, which, of course, will not be.

In early 2013, the Resistance Movement has cleared all underground facilities of the Cabal through Operation Underlord. Now they have nowhere to hide and they are concerned.

Tomorrow, on the day of the lunar eclipse, the top members of the military-industrial complex will meet in a secret location close to Bush ranch in Texas to discuss the situation. They will find no solution.

Victory of the Light is near!


Healing the Shadow.Explanation what the shadow is.Rising the level of your vibrations

Monday, April 22, 2013
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Our shadow is everything we think we aren’t. It is an accumulation of our stored darkness that we refuse to look at and accept. It is everything we reject and hate within our own being such as our own anger, jealousy, fear, shame, lies, ignorance, intolerance, bitterness and re-activeness. Our shadow holds everything we think is “bad” and since we only want to accept our “good” qualities….all of our deepest darkest secrets get pushed to the background (stored in our energy fields) creating our shadow. Whatever we feel is not acceptable to reveal to our family, friends, society and ourselves is hidden within our shadow. In order to be accepted and feel good about ourselves we reject those parts of our psyches that we don’t want to show the world. Unfortunately, all of these rejected aspects of ourselves still remain with us and are covered up by all of our social masks. However, these negative aspects are still a part of our being and they will continue to show themselves when we least expect it! Regardless of how much we try to suppress them, there they are seeking attention, healing and transformation. At a certain point on our journey back to wholeness, our shadow will reveal itself. What seemed like a straight path back to love, light and unification all the sudden takes an unexpected turn when the dark aspects of ourselves begin to make themselves known. At this point, we will no longer be able to hide from ourselves. As we face God, we face ourselves! All of our perceived “bad qualities” that we have not owned will rise to the surface so they too can be acknowledged and accepted and brought back into the light and truth of our being. 

Facing our shadow is a difficult process because it appears suddenly, out of the blue, throwing us off track forcing us to face our fears, insecurities, past mistakes and poor decisions. Our shadow reminds us where we need to focus for a deeper level of healing. It shows us our repressed emotions, feelings, dysfunctions, history, denials, weaknesses, addictions and patterns. We do not need to fear our shadow; in fact, we need to learn how to embrace it. Our shadow will only show up when we are ready to truly move into wholeness, gain our highest soul’s potential and become the master of our lives. We must move through our darkness before we will truly be able to fully step into the light of our divinity. When we acknowledge the information our shadow provides and accept its teachings, our shadow becomes the bridge between the darkness of our fears to the light of redemption and unification. Our soul knows when it is time to clear our energy and begin to live our life in a different way. When our soul feels we are ready, our shadow will be brought forth and each of us will be called to find the inner strength to face it so we can transform it. This part of ourselves can no longer be denied, it must be acknowledged, transformed and integrated into our being before we will be able to raise our vibrations to our highest potential.

When things in our life take a turn for the worst and we can’t figure out what we are doing to create these circumstances, we can be sure that our soul has decided that it is time for us to meet our shadow. Our shadow is held in place by the unconscious parts of our mind that need healing. These unconscious parts are like sub personalities that were created from our unwillingness to fully feel our negative feelings because we perceived them to be bad. Since we have not been taught how to deal with these negative feelings, in a healthy way, we stuff them in our subconscious mind creating our shadow. This part of our self gets disconnected from our conscious self because we only want to deal with what makes us feel good. Unfortunately, the human experience does not always feel good and our uncomfortable feelings must be dealt with or we will continue to stuff things in our unconscious mind creating a darker, larger shadow moving us further and further away from the light of our God self. Denial of our negative feelings does not make them go away. In order to transform them they must be fully experienced so they can be acknowledged and healed. If we continue to avoid these unpleasant feelings they will continue to influence our behaviors and will be like little magnets that continue to attract people and situations into our life that we would rather not be involved with. When we feel like there is something outside of ourselves creating our life circumstance, and we want to blame others, we need to stop and realize that it is our shadowy sub personalities that are magnetizing these events into our lives. These parts of ourselves have been disowned and they are drawing attention to themselves so they can be welcomed back into our being and healed. This can only occur if we choose to receive the gift our shadow is trying to show us and acknowledge the emotion, feeling and behavior as part of our being. If we deny our shadow consciousness it will continue to persist. Bringing our conscious awareness to it and accepting it as part of our being shines light on it, transmuting it into love. Once all of these disowned aspects of our being are integrated, we will no longer need to draw unpleasant situations into our lives.

The unwillingness to look at ourselves honestly and make the changes necessary to evolve our souls is the essence of hypocrisy. We must accept accountability, responsibility and ownership of our own darkness and misqualified energy. We all have a shadow and the only way to transform it is to shine light on it through our increased awareness and willingness to stop rejecting those parts of ourselves that we don’t want to own. Be aware that your shadow and negative ego support each other because they are both disowned aspects of ourselves that we have separated from the light of our God self. Healing means to make ourselves whole. By disowning and rejecting our ego and our shadow we fragment ourselves into separate beings keeping us from reaching a state of unification and wholeness. In order for us to re-member ourselves bringing us into a state of healing and wholeness we must recognize and own our shadow so we can transform our ego bringing more of our true divine essence into our being.

Both the ego and the shadow support each other because the main job of the ego is to keep us in separation, fragmented from our God self. In fact your ego will deny that your shadow is a part of your being, in any way. The ego knows if we recognize and heal our shadow, our shadow will be integrated into our God self which means the ego will be out of a job and integrated as well. In order to keep the shadow from being acknowledged, the ego will assist the shadow by helping the shadow to distance itself from its source of discomfort which creates further separation and denial within our being. For example, when we see someone misbehaving or being “bad” we pass judgment (ego) and immediately label it as “not us” (shadow). We blame (ego & shadow) and point fingers at everyone else for their inappropriate behavior projecting (ego & shadow) those parts of ourselves we have denied (ego) onto them making ourselves superior (ego) to all the other people out there (ego) who could never, never be reflections of ourselves. The ego loves to reinforce its sense of separateness by making us feel justified and self-righteous in our blaming. The egos basic premise is that of victim hood and a victim must always have someone to blame. Because our shadow avoids everything unpleasant, it will avoid taking responsibility for the co-creation of the circumstance and stuff it in the subconscious mind simply wanting it to go away leaving us alone. Unfortunately, this perpetuates and intensifies our darkness keeping our rejected parts inside the shadow and away from the light of our God self.

The shadow holds all the darkness from every traumatic event we have ever endured and not cleared from our subconscious mind. In order for us to fully step into our light, resolve our karma and raise our vibrations we must face and clear all of those things we refuse to accept about ourselves. This is why our relationships are often referred to as mirrors. Whatever we see in another person “that provokes an uncomfortable reaction” is usually a good indicator of a characteristic or sub personality within our own being that needs to be accepted and healed as well. We tend to see in other people all of the qualities that we have personally disowned. They are mirroring back to us our own shadows. Anger, hatred, jealousy and bitterness can only hurt us if it is denied. When we suppress our emotions and feelings, because we have been taught they are wrong, our shadow enlarges keeping us from accessing greater amounts of light. Once our feelings are embraced and we learn what they are trying to teach us they will no longer be stored in our shadows demagnetizing the charge they once had on us. For example, if we see someone overreacting and it doesn’t provoke a reaction, emotion or feeling within our being, then we can be sure we have owned this aspect of ourselves because it will no longer have a charge within our being. We will be able to have compassion for this person knowing that a part of their shadow has risen up to the surface to be acknowledged and healed. Neutrality, not denial, is a good sign that you are integrating those aspects of your self that use to enrage you. However, if you continue to attract repetitive situations with people who keep demonstrating a similar type of behavior, that provokes a reaction in you, then you can be sure the Universe is trying to show you a disowned aspect of yourself that needs to be owned and integrated within your being. The Universe is lovingly bringing situations to each one of us helping us to heal and step into wholeness. When we have demagnetized all of our shadow consciousness, we will no longer attract relationships to show us our hidden aspects that we have been in denial about. We will no longer need another person to mirror our shadow back to us and we will naturally move towards those relationships that reflect back our light. Before we can be healed of any condition - body, mind or soul - we must be willing to take ownership of our creations before we can truly let them go releasing them into the light of God.

Each of us are affected by our own level of shadow consciousness and ego distortions. For the most part, this is not intentional, it is usually an unconscious act of self-deception that our shadow and ego thrives on. However, raising our vibration, merging with our God self and entering the Kingdom of God requires us to bring everything we have been avoiding unconsciously into our conscious awareness so it can be transformed. Energy never dies; it must be transformed! If we do not face our shadow, feel it and clear it we will not be able to raise our vibration high enough for our God self to merge with our being. We have to transform our darkness into light and the only way to do that is to bring it into our conscious awareness and look at it with brutal self-honesty. We need to clear out our energy fields and face our lies, shame, blame and anger. We must stop denying the negativity that lives within our being and face it so we can heal ourselves and become whole and authentic. These negativities are the very things we are here on Earth to heal. We are in a constant state of being refined and our ego and shadow work will not end until we have purified ourselves enough to be completely absorbed back into the light of the Creator Of “All That Is”.

Shadow Reactions

Anything that feels like it isn’t you.
Feelings and Emotions “others” provoke in you that you just want to go away. Your shadow is all of your rejections.
All feelings and emotions you don’t want to own.
“Out of character” emotions or reactions that are showing up in your life. These are the hidden sub personalities, stored in your subconscious, that want to be healed!
Aspects of your self you don’t want others to see so you wear a mask.
Our deepest, darkest and most terrible secrets.
Our resistances. What we resist, persists.

Ego Reactions that Support the Shadow

Blames others for their current situation. Refuses to accept responsibility for their own life / circumstances / creations / behaviors. We blame someone else when they exhibit a part of our shadow that is trying to be healed. 

Projects their disowned sub personalities onto others because they don’t want to acknowledge their hidden issues. Finger pointing! Our outer reality is a reflection of our inner reality. Whatever we see in another person, that provokes a reaction, is a reflection of something within our own being that needs to be owned.

“ You are angry ”

“ You are obnoxious ”

“ You are over reactive ”

“ You are hateful ”

“ You are emotional ”

“ You have a big ego ”

The ego creates the distance (separation) the shadow wants from its uncomfortable feelings. This creates separation / fragmentation within our being keeping us from reuniting with all of our parts, which keeps us from being whole.
Denial! Denies that the shadow is a part of you:

“ I don’t have a shadow ”

“ I don’t have negative feelings ”

“ I don’t have any darkness”

“ I don’t wear a mask.”

“ I don’t have issues”

“ I don’t need healing”

Signs that You are Integrating Your Shadow and Ego

You notice behaviors in others but have no need to react or respond.
Other people’s behaviors no longer create a feeling or an emotion in you. They do not trigger an internal alarm or create negative head chatter. You are becoming neutral.
You no longer blame the other person or berate yourself when a shadow aspect shows up. You acknowledge and accept the disowned parts of your being, shining the light of your consciousness on them so they can be transmuted and healed. You are pulling yourself out of blame and denial.
You are able to fully embrace and fully love all parts of yourself, even the parts that aren’t so great. This is self-love!!!
You embrace your humanity with determination and acceptance knowing that when your shadow consciousness arises this is a positive sign that shows healing is occurring in your life. You are allowing all of your disowned shadowy sub personalities to be demagnetized through your acceptance and healing of them.
Your life has become more peaceful and your circumstances, relationships and interactions are becoming more positive.

Questions to Ask Yourself

What judgments do you have about other people? These judgments show us our hidden aspects that need to be healed. Once we own them, other people’s behaviors will not bother us.
What scenarios in your life are repetitive? Do you keep attracting the same kind of negative people in your life? What are they trying to show you?
Be really honest with yourself and make a list of all the things about yourself you try to hide from others. Recognize that it takes twice as much energy to hide these aspects from yourself and others than it does to own them.
Where are you being inauthentic in your interactions? In what situations do you put on a “mask”? What are you hiding?

If we do not confront the darkness within us we will meet it as fate. Carl Jung
Because the sage confronts his difficulties he never experiences them. Lao Tsu
The gold is in the dark. Carl Jung
When you can say, “ I am that”, to the deepest darkest aspects of yourself, then you can reach true enlightenment. Debbie Ford
The unexamined life is not worth living. Plato


The Earth Dimensional Ascension

Saturday, April 13, 2013
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Channeled by Pierre Richard Dubois
  Greeting beloved,
The time is upon for us to provide you with further explanation about the connections and links between current world events and the evolution of planet earth. The earth is a living thing with its own consciousness, soul, chakras and path of growth and evolution. Just like we have a heart beat, the planet’s heart beat has been measured at 8 cycle or hertz per second. This is the vibrational frequency of 3 dimensional reality. However since the harmonic convergence of 1987, the planet’s pulse has steadily increased to 11.11 hertz per second. At 13 hertz the planet will have reached the threshold of 4th dimensional reality. In the next seven years, that threshold will be reached. 

As living beings and custodian of the planet, man’s evolution and spiritual awareness it closely link to this growth path. The planet is but a stage that provides man with a physical location to work out its karma and giving him an opportunity to evolve. The planet is happy to serve in that capacity. As man becomes more spiritual and more God, Christ and Buddha like, the cycle of the planet accelerates.
Lord Buddha said: “Life is suffering and all suffering comes from wrong perception”. Man’s perception and internalization of outside events determine his degree of pain or bliss. Now, some of you have been petitioning for an explanation about the apparent chaos (world events such as natural disasters, terror threats…etc) that are spreading around the globe, the time has come to reveal a much more multi-dimensional understanding of what is taking place. Although some of you may have thought that predicted mass ascension of 2012 is several years away, which gives man on the planet time to prepare for it, in actuality, that cosmic date is not just an event, it is a process. 

The planet is already going to the de-fragmentation process that is necessary before the anchoring of a new paradigm. It is the deconstruction before the reconstruction. The hologram of the 3 dimensional world is breaking apart. It is like a snake shedding its skin in order to facilitate further growth. So when you are watching or experiencing a major disaster caused by one or more of the four elements, wars or terror attacked that affects a large number of people keep in check the 3 dimensional perspective of your emotional body that generates fear, mourning, puzzlement and a strong desire to ask why.

 Instead, connect to your monad and let the ascended perspective come through: The victims are not dying unfairly, they are being transported “en mass” into world and dimension that vibrates and resonates with their energy signature. As the planet’s heart beat moves faster, the individuals that are not keeping up are being transported into other realities where they will have more time to achieve their ascension. As we speak, the foundations for the New Jerusalem are being poured out and the wheat is being separated from the shaft. 

I say this without any judgment for the souls that are being transported into other realities are not inferior to others. They simply require more time to gestate and remember their real identity as God, Christ, Buddha, Mahatma. And those of you who are vibrating faster, because of your spiritual awareness and none-judgmental consciousness you will remain anchored in this evolving reality. Understand that all souls are cells in the body of God and as such each and every cell will eventually become self-realized.

What may complicate matter further is that half of the planet is on the cusp of the third and fourth dimension: some days, they are multi-dimensional; while on other days, they are three dimensional. After all, it is your level of consciousness that determines your ascension level and if one day you believe in the miraculous and the next fear and panic engulf you, you have a fluctuating consciousness. Therefore, the scrip is being written and lightworkers have a great role to play to help mentor and raise the vibrational frequencies of these border line individuals. It is through your tireless work and effort that these individuals will begin to realize their I AM potential.

 It is not going to be an easy task for the entire hologram is conspiring to reinforce the reality of the five senses to the sleeping masses. You are going to be the voices in the wilderness echoing a message of hope, miracle and magic. It is not enough for you to reach the already convinced, but it is equally important to show the way to the curious and the doubtful. For the more people resonate with the accelerated speed of the planet the less mass transfer s will take place and the shorter, easier and less catastrophic the transition period.

 There are negative extra-terrestrials that have vested interest in keeping you believing in the three dimensional reality for as long as you remain asleep, they will be at the wheel siphoning your energies to artificially maintain their existence. They are beings that have lost their connection to the light of God and are willing to do anything to maintain their existence. Understand that the universe is amoral in its mechanics. A virus doesn’t understand that it is killing people, it is only multiplying to survive. Yet over time, these beings will also reconnect back with the light and understand their true purpose and ascend.

 Given the understanding of simultaneous time, this has already happened. But in order for you remember it and awake from this 3 dimensional slumber into the self-empowering world of 4th and 5th dimensional heaven, you need to resist the fear and panic that is spreading through the 3 dimensional hologram. It is this continual act of resistance that will eventually cause you and your students to awake. Hold your reactive system and allow the voice of your monad, the mighty I AM presence to come through and help navigate you out of darkness. Then, manifest the wisdom and love of the monad in every aspect of your life and existence.

 This is what the negative extra-terrestrials don’t want you to know: that you had the power all a long to take charge and claim and control your life and that of the planet. The acknowledgement of your true nature and the certainty that follows will send shock wave through the grid that will cause the entire hologram to obey you. This is the power of one 5th dimensional ascended master. Now, imaging the collective powers of 144,000 ascended beings living on the planet. It has already happened. You just need to remember it.
Lord Melchizedek Once the planet reaches that stage, the living merkebah of the planet will lock in with the merkebahs of the sun, solar system, universe and multiverse and the Celestial Axis will have been activated and God’s power will flow unhindered toward your planet. This is the promise gift of the seventh golden age and the beginning of heaven on earth.

Thank you for this opportunity to share,

Lord Melchizedek


By Pierre R. DuboisProsperity and Lack

As the scope of the financial crisis is beginning to create jitters and fears around the globe, it is helpful for us to take a look at prosperity and lack consciousness from a spiritual perspective. Brothers and sisters, we are going through a paradigm shift. The old ways of doing business are failing on a massive scale and world leaders are desperately looking for a fix. Are the proposed fixes long-term solutions or just patches on giant wound? More importantly, what global and collective belief system and programs are we moving away from and what new paradigms are God, Goddess, Spirit and the Masters installing? In what way can we support, co-create and help install this new ascended program in the grid of the planet?

According the Kabbalah, in the beginning there existed only light which was imbued with an infinite “desire to give”. That “desire to give” did not have the ability to reflect itself for nothing else was present to acknowledge its existence. To solve that problem, it emptied a space from itself and manifested an infinite “desire to receive”. And for a while, “the desire to give” and “the desire to receive” co-existed in a perfect spiritual marriage. For reasons that can only be understood as an evolution of unity into duality, “the desire to receive” evolved also a desire to give, but could not fulfill that want for “the desire to give” was not equipped to receive.
“The desire to give” wanted nothing more then to satisfy all the needs of “the desire to receive”; but on this one wish he/ she could not.

 This evolution of wanting to give something back to the hands that feed you is a desire or program that the Kabbalist call: “bread of shame”. Let me explain by an example: When babies are born, every few hours, they cry and want to be fed or comforted by the caregiver’s hands. But as some point, when they begin to eat solid food they refuse to be fed and want to feed themselves even if it means putting the food all over their face and clothes. This illustrates a cornerstone program that humanity shares: the desire to earn what is being given to us. 

This unfulfilled need of the ”the desire to receive” became a real dilemma causing a spiritual crisis to ensue and a decision was made that explain our reason d’etre. “The desire to receive” like a child saying “no” to the hands of the caregiver trying to feed him, refuses the light; but the emptiness that follows was too great and “the desire to receive” 
 fragmented into a multiplicity that eventually incarnated as humanity. The light arranged for us a stage or matrix to help fulfill that basic program or desire: “the removal of the bread of shame” by having the opportunity to give and receive to each other and thus earning and accepting back the light of God.


In our modern society, one of the fundamental ways that we give and receive from each other is with money. All businesses sell goods or services and the cost of the transaction is determine by supply and demand. If today this item or that service is in high demand and short supply, we assign a high monetary value to it. Yet the value and consciousness that we attached to money itself is often contaminated and distorted. I remember years ago, a Wall Street friend of mine told me his father once said to him: “he who dies with the most money in the bank wins”. For him earning a six figure income and putting the money in the bank was the key to fulfillment. The purpose of his life was to accumulate more money; he worshipped money like a god. 

If this is your belief system them greed and corruption are not far behind and the negative ego, limited lenses, of instant gratification and me first behavior will cause you to be spiritually out of balance and bankrupt. This is an example of someone who only knows how to receive, but is unable to give. There is nothing wrong with wanting to receive and be rich, in fact God wants us to be prosperous for with our abundance we can help to manifest God’s plan on earth by sharing with others. Abundance and prosperity comes from God not from the amount of money you hold and hoard in a bank. If your focus is money, you are worship a false God. On the other hand, there are those of us who are able to give but find it hard to receive, plenty of lightworkers who fall into that category. I met this beautiful soul a while back that would give you the shirt off of her back. She was one of the most generous people that I have ever met. I later found out that she had a nervous break down and, as it turns out, she was giving not because she was full, but because she felt worthless and empty.

 Due to lack of self-love and negative ego contamination, she interpreted receiving as ungodly and dirty. More to the point, she did not believe that she deserved to receive from anyone for she did not have any positive self-worth. But if you don’t receive the bliss, inspiration and downloads coming from God, you will find very quickly that you run on empty and your world service work becomes ineffective.
These two examples are illustrations of the extremes. What we are called to do is a bit subtler for we must give and receive at the same time. We have to allow the blessing to come from God and others and give and share with the world what we receive. Further when we give to someone, we must allow them the opportunity to remove their own bread of shame by reciprocating back to the degree that they can. I once sent a few hundred dollars to a maid my family used to have. I had heard that she had fallen on hard times. For me, it was only a few hundred dollars. But for her living in the Caribbean, it was an overwhelming blessing. 

She wrote me back very grateful, but said that she had to give me something in return. I thought about it and asked her if she could get me an embroidered handkerchief. When she sent it to me; her shame was removed. I could have easily said that I did not need anything, but that would have caused her to run the bread of shame program and would have sabotaged the blessings she was enjoying. 

 In truth, currency is energy and the exchange of energy between giver and receiver must be done in a balanced manner. The money and paper that you have in the bank or your wallet is not the actual source of wealth. It is simply a symbol and value that we collectively attach to what is in demand. Wealth, abundance and prosperity are a state of mind and come from proper balancing of the desire to receive and give in everything that we do. It is not about the money and currency and it is all about the energy exchange and not creating blockage in giving and receiving. 

When receiving we have to earn the blessing and in giving we give because it is spiritual law that we share with others and we allow the receiver to earn its blessing. If you look at nature, nothing is free. There is effort attached to the survival of every species. Spiritual effort is the key to connecting to true wealth and prosperity and it can take many shapes: a mailed handkerchief, a new job, self love and acceptance, prosperity affirmations, giving to charity, an act of service to the world, re-programming the negative ego mind…etc or it could be a combination of all the above. 

We have to earn the light of God back and remove the bread of shame or the negative ego program. The moment it is done the blessings are yours to enjoy. It is not that bliss is not all around us, we simply have to earn it and it will be revealed to us for it is our shame that is holding the bliss back and that shame can take many forms. I recently held a workshop and met a couple who was experiencing financial difficulties, but had serious interest in the workshop topic.
They asked if I could make some special arrangement for them. I lowered the admittance to an amount they could afford. They were one of the most enthusiastic participants of the workshop. It was as if they had been walking in the desert for year and had just found water. That evening one of my students who left with them told me a fact that I did not know. They had given the last penny that they had for the workshop and did not have any food in their house for dinner. But God is great! That student arranged for them to eat that evening. The spiritual effort that they put in getting to the workshop was more then equal to the dollar value of admittance. There was no bread of shame. They earned the entrance fee for it is not the amount of money spent, but the effort and energy they put into getting there. Secondly, I also welcomed them and saw them as equal participants in the workshop. 

As spiritual leaders, we have financial obligations and concerns that can cause us to be reticent to make these kinds of arrangements, or worse, to agree to them, because we think that is what we should do, but have doubts about our giving, thus contaminating it with questions, fears and worries about how we are going to solve our own financial crisis. This kind of consciousness blocks the blessings from God that such and act should bring and the act of giving becomes soiled with the negative ego program. My gift to this couple was free of such concern; I really wanted them there.
I have witnessed the inverse of what I describe; lightworers and spiritual teachers who would not ever alter the cost of their services under the claim that the potential students had prosperity issues that they had to solve in order to attend their classes and workshops. This is a brilliant negative ego justification for individuals that are amassing a fortune and yet are blocked for they do not know how to give. They are no different than the Wall Street guy I mentioned earlier. On the other hand, I have seen potential students who were chronic beggars of discounts and free services. They would flatter the teacher, by telling him or her how brilliant he/ she is, but right now they are experiencing lack and can they attend the event for free. They further promise that when good fortune comes their way; they will shower the teacher with moneys and gifts. 

They are incredible seducers, but their words are empty. This is also a negative ego contamination for they don’t want to provide for themselves. They feel that the world owes them and that they should get what they want without any effort. Bottom line, they want free energy. As spiritual teachers, we have to stop enabling these students, by refusing to give them free services. Nothing is free in the universe. If you have the capacity to hold only 2 volts and you try to capture 10 volts, you will short circuit.
Until they start to remove their bread of shame program, they will live on a roller coaster of apparent gain followed by rapid losses. They may initially get some items for free, but they will dramatically and quickly loose what they receive for you can not keep what you did not earn. A few years ago, I was taught a valuable lesson about giving from a beggar at Sai Baba’s Ashram in India. I came out of my hotel only to be followed by a mother and child with hand outstretched asking for what I thought was money. I put my hand in my pocket to get out a few rupees to give her. But something unexpected happen, she refused them and said: “No money!...Baba says: no money!…Food for baby”. And she began to drag me by one arm to a street vendor. When we got to the street vendor for the first time in the exchange, I looked at her and her child and I asked her: “What would you like?” She replied: “Milk”. So I brought milk and gave it to her. For me it was a revelatory moment for I realized the number of times in the past that I dismissed beggars with money. I would give to them quickly so that they and their problems would go away. This time I was engaged in the act of giving. My consciousness was in the present and I gave with full and complete intent.
 On a global scale, the financial institutions are “short circuiting” as well. The greedy corporations who pursued the accumulation for money without ethical standard in order to gain personal and shareholders profits are failing and going under. The free market of supply and demand is a model easily contaminated by negative ego programming as it can fall to the trap of demanding more and more gain at any cost. It is not that the banking institutions making these bad loans did not know what the buyers of these homes could not possibly repay the loan back due to their low income; they were just going to sell these bad loans to other banks and pass the problem to someone else. And for awhile their predatory landing practices toward the borrowers created great corporate profits. CEO’s and shareholders were happy over the gains. 

But this was the ill gotten gain of corrupted banks who seduced the borrowers and other institutions and ultimately the entire financial market. However, the borrowers acted out of greed as well. They wanted something they had no capacity to hold and maintain. The borrowers attempted to receive without earning as well. But no man or institution can get away from this spiritual law: “you can not keep what you did not earn”. What we are witnessing around the planet is the financial world short-circuiting for attempting to create wealth for a few by receiving energy and effort that was not earned. Remember, it is not about the money. Spiritual effort must be equal to the gain achieved.
Think of it as an equation: both sides must be equal to each other. When the receiver takes more and more without giving, the equation is out of balance. When the giver supplies more and more without receiving, the equation is also out of balance. Further, any forces or energy system that is out of balance will ultimately be brought into a state of equilibrium. The financial global melt down is spiritual law trying to equilibrate what is out of balance. At that level, the forces in motion have no morality and do not care about collateral damages. Learning by karma is always painful. What governments around the world are attempting to do to address the situation and is not a solution. Having an entire nation pay for the energetic inequity will not balance or correct the free gain for the few. Remember again it is not about money; it is about energy.True balance can only come from sharing of the planet resources with all. This is the consciousness that God, Goddess wants to install on the grid of the planet. 

There is enough wealth and resources on the planet for every men, women and child to be fed, schooled and sheltered. The spiritual destiny of humanity is to share with each other: a continual exchange of effort and energy in giving and receiving. Last October, Lady Gaia told of this in these words: “No personal ownership. God and Gaia own everything. You are just the current steward and your purpose is to share.” I am also reminded of something Dr Joshua David Stone once told me: “you can only keep what you are willing to give away”. As lightworkers, soldiers and volunteers in God’s army it is our role to help facilitate and anchor this template. 

So when you hear in the media of the global economic melt down, do not fear for to fear is to buy into the negative program and world karma. Instead, welcome this as an opportunity for you to help co-create a new paradigm of sharing.  
The only thing that doesn’t change in the universe is the law of change. See this so called financial melt down as an opportunity to help shift first your consciousness and that of the planet as a whole. Be cognizant of where your consciousness is when you give or receive. Are you running a negative ego program that is blocking you from earning what you receive?

 Are you giving to others with full and complete awareness that sharing is spiritual law manifest on earth? Are you fearing lack in your act of giving or are you consciously aware that it is in giving that we receive? If not, adjust you consciousness accordingly for it is your thoughts that will help create and anchor this vision from Spirit and the Masters. Try keeping a journal of where your consciousness is for 21 days while giving and receiving in all aspect of your life. What program were you running when you were at the supermarket checkout counter, the gas station, paying the rent, receiving your pay check, losing a contract, giving a hug to a friend or family member, donating a few hours at the hospice…etc? All interactions and exchanges that we have with internal subconscious forces or external forces and beings are acts of giving and receiving. 
Are these exchanges being done without contamination and in an unconditionally loving manner? If the answer is no, then adjust your consciousness to that of the unconditionally loving God and Goddess that you truly are. Create a battle plan and correct and re-program the negative ego contaminations and replace them with Christ Ascended thoughts feelings, desires and emotions. Make a spiritual vow that if the situation presents itself in the future, you will handle it in a Christed manner. After 21 days of doing this journal system, your conscious mind will begin to do this automatically. Your prosperity, peace, health and happiness is at hand if you can only discipline your subconscious mind from reacting from fear, panic and habitual shared responses that the news and media are feeding you. And when enough of us can do this, the collective abundance and prosperity grid of the planet will shift as well.

My brothers and sisters, you have a choice in front of you: You can choose to do nothing and let the tide of global karma take over and seek balance by draining the world financial resources that were over inflated, after all the spiritual effort must be equal the gain. This path is like and avalanche rolling down the side of a mountain. Nothing will be able to stop it until it reaches the bottom and it will bury everything on its way. Or you can yield to the change and be proactive by making the spiritual effort necessary to alter your individual consciousness and re-program the negative ego fear base thoughts and believe systems that you shared with the planet and that caused this crisis in the first place. This is the only way to equilibrate and balance the inequity of the gain for as you chose to make this effort and your neighbor and neighbor’s neighbor do the same a critical mass will be achieved that will turn the tide of karma around. Since karma is “correction” and not punishment; when the balanced is achieved.


Equal Exchange: the Paradigm of the New Age

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By Pierre R. DuboisEqual Exchange

The governing bodies of our planet are in a state of panic trying to find a solution to the financial crisis caused by the sub-prime mortgage mess. Bail out after bail out have been proposed and enacted to shore up companies deemed to be too big to fail at the cost of billions of dollars to the average tax payer. Yet, these gestures have not restored confidence in the market and thousands around the globe are living in fear of the loss of their jobs, homes, investments and retirement funds. In truth, this world crisis is not about bad debt or money, but rather is directly connected to the energetic inequity and imbalance that exist on a planetary level when the collective “desire to receive” is not balanced by the “desire to give”. These proposed fixes will not work, for they are all trying to patch a model that is completely broken and that is being phased out by God, Goddess, Spirit and the Masters. The new paradigm that is being installed is one of equal

 According to the Kabbalah, in the beginning there existed only light which was imbued with an infinite “desire to give”. That “desire to give” did not have the ability to reflect itself for nothing else was present to acknowledge its existence. To solve that problem, it emptied a space from itself and manifested an infinite “desire to receive”. And for a while, “the desire to give” and “the desire to receive” co-existed in a perfect spiritual marriage.

 For reasons that can only be understood as the evolution or devolution of unity into duality, “the desire to receive” evolved also a desire to give, but could not fulfill that want for “the desire to give” was not equipped to receive. “The desire to give” wanted nothing more then to satisfy all the needs of “the desire to receive”; but on this one wish he/ she could not. This evolution of wanting to give something back to the hands that feed you is a desire or program that the Kabbalist call: “bread of shame”. Let me explain by an example: When babies are born, every few hours, they cry and want to be fed or comforted by the caregiver’s hands. But as some point, when they begin to eat solid food they refuse to be fed and want to feed themselves even if it means putting the food all over their face and clothes.

 This illustrates a cornerstone program that humanity shares: the desire to earn what is being given to us for otherwise we feel unworthy. This unfulfilled need of the ”the desire to receive” became a real dilemma causing a spiritual crisis to ensue and a decision was made that explains our reason d’etre. “The desire to receive” like a child saying “no” to the hands of the caregiver trying to feed him, refuses the light; but the emptiness that follows was too great and “the desire to receive” called “the desire to give” back. As soon as the light touched “the desire to receive”, there was a giant spiritual detonation and explosion which formed a point as small as a dime and caused “the desire to receive” to fragment into a multiplicity that eventually precipitated as the universe, galaxies, solar systems, planets and humanity. The light arranged for us a stage or matrix to help fulfill that basic program or desire: “the removal of the bread of shame” by having the opportunity to give and receive to each other and thus earning and accepting back the light of God.

 This basic exchange between the “desire to give” and the “desire to receive” is the corner stone of all interaction in the universe. “Every action cause an equal and opposite reaction” is the fundamental law of physics. This is how the entire universe works at all levels: physically, energetically, psychologically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. Any exchange that does not obey this law causes an imbalance in the natural order of things and causes an eventual push from the universe to restore harmony. No free energy. You cannot create something from nothing. If I want to change liquid water to change phase into gas, I have to apply heat to the system. The amount of heat that I supply is equal to the volume of water gas I get. Every gain is achieved by an equal amount of effort being supplied. 

This creates a sustainable cycle, a flow of energy that loops back into itself. If at any point, one tries to create gain without effort, the gain may appear great at first, but will be shortly lived for the continuous and endless flow is interrupted causing the loop to be blocked. Remember, the reason why this 3D reality was created is so that we can learn to give and receive to and from each other and remove the bread of shame or innate sense of worthlessness.
The receiver and giver must exchange energy so that the receiver will expand an effort for the gift received and the giver must allow the receiver an opportunity to give back and supply an effort in return. Let us illustrate: The free market economy is based on supply and demand where one is encouraged to buy low and sell high. This kind of environment fosters a mentality of quick gain and self interest at any cost for the benefit of the corporation and share holders. All the banks that issued these sub-prime mortgages to homeowners they knew could not afford to pay back the loans made quick profits on the transaction fees charged to these owners, but these homeowners could not supply the energy back to remove the bread of shame to balance the system. 

Vast amounts energy supplied by the loans taken out that owners cannot pay back, yet encouraged by unscrupulous banks that were looking to make short tern profits with disregard to universal law. These unpaid debts are destabilizing the world economy for the loop has been broken. This is what happens when you are motivated only by profit, the negative ego need and “desire to receive” for self and self alone.

Understand this is not about money or the notes that you have in your wallet or have stored in the bank or retirement account; it is about energy for in truth money is energy. Like all energy system the giving and receiving must flow into each other.

 But this global crisis is an opportunity to teach us a collective lesson in balancing “desire to receive” with the “desire to give”. Instead of realizing that the model is broken and cannot be fixed, the world governments are trying to spend their way out of the crisis by printing more currency and spending more money with stimulus packages after stimulus packages. This will fail and will only bring inflation and more debt for the original inequity of the unpaid debt will not vanish. Endemic in the free market model is the desire to make profit with the least amount of effort supplied. Let me be very clear: If you are buy low and selling high, you are swindling someone. Equal exchange is universal law. 

The regulations that world governments are trying to enact to curb the past abuses of free market go against common sense. Any financial system that encourages profit and self interest will create greed and the desire to take short cuts for the creation of more profits. Many years ago a Wall Street friend of my told me about his value system: “He who dies with the most money in the bank wins”. How do you license and encourage a culture of profit and self interest, but yet limit how far one can take self interest? Where is the boundary for an acceptable amount of greed, negative ego and self interest: 35%, 50%, 65%...etc? More importantly who is going to determine and regulate how much is too much? What is a moral limit or threshold to one is not a limit for another. This is a flawed equation and if it is allowed to continue it will fail again and bring the whole planet down with it.

Understand that it is not about the currency or paper money that you have in your wallet or in the bank, rather it is about energy. Abundance and wealth is a state of being and a consciousness that ultimately comes from a trust and belief in the miraculous and the hopeful. It is about realizing that wealth comes from Source. Remember energy follows thought. When you rely on God, Goddess which is an endless source, you become content, full and thus will always have. But if you come from a consciousness of lack and scarcity where you rely on your own negative ego limited resources, you will tend to hoard things and fear lost and therefore look for short cut so that you can accumulate more.

This spirit of lack and scarcity is the sin of our fathers that has been encouraged, taught and programmed into us by negative ego systems for eons to disenfranchise us from our original gifts and privileges as God and Goddess incarnate. “Ur” or the light of God is the most abundant thing in the universe. It is all around us, but because of our original “bread of shame” program we cannot consciously accept it. Only when there is spiritual effort does the light or “Ur” becomes part of our conscious awareness. The law of equal exchange implies that “the desire to give” must be balanced by “the desire to receive”. Whatever you receive has to be earned; otherwise the original “bread of shame” program will cause a short circuit that will take the gain away from you. 

This effort can take many forms: work, volunteering, charity, change in consciousness, spiritual and psychological practices or exercises…etc. The receiving spirit must exercise an effort to let the light in, and in turn give to someone or something else for equilibrium to be achieved. The bliss and grace that you receive has to be shared with someone else. If you remember the original “desire to receive” did not want to just receive. It wanted to earn the light of “desire to give” and also give light to someone or something else. This then creates a sustainable model where energy flows endlessly from one being to another.

A year ago while communicating with the Galactic Masters, they shared with me this thought: “From our perspective humanity behaves like savages. Equal exchange is Universal Law and until you apply it to all aspects of your life, we will not risk open communication with you. You are now at a critical cross road; if you do not learn this lesson your species will go extinct. Only when you reach this threshold as a planet will you be admitted into the Galactic Confederation of Planets.”
Equal exchange, the equitable distribution of giving and receiving, is not limited to the world financial system, but is the way energy should exchange physically, emotionally, psychologically, mentally and spiritually. In all dimensions of reality and in all aspects of creation, equilibrium and sustainability must be achieved by balancing giving with receiving. This means that we must become aware of where our consciousness is in our act of giving or receiving: when you are at the supermarket, in the office, at a family reunion, during a traffic incident, holding your first born…etc. Ascension is the continual self aware act of adjusting one’s consciousness to remain vertically aligned to God, Goddess 24 hours a day, seven days a week. In this process, one has to be cognizant of what energy system belongs to self and what is coming from others. 

More importantly, boundaries must be established in this exchange so that the issue and agenda of another is not projected into self or the inverse that our desires and personal agendas are not forced or coerced unto others. Yes it is good that I want to give to someone, but did they want to receive my gift? Similarly, you want to give to me, but did I ask for help? Every being and intelligences have free will, autonomy and volition that must be honored and respected. Permission must be granted, before any exchange of energy. Attachment and creation of any energetic system cannot be made without full disclosure and agreement.

The law of “non interference” operates on all levels of creation. The Masters will not interfere with any aspects of our life unless you ask them. This was the capital sin of the fallen angels that pushed their agenda, will and volition on others without permission causing the hosts and choirs of angels loyal to the Laws of One to move against them. Every time developed countries approach a less economically advanced culture, they aggressively begin to move their agenda, will, financial model and sins unto the unsuspected third world country. The results and consequences are often disastrous.

Some readers may be wondering how you uproot or abandon a financial system and paradigm that is global in scope. Do you throw the entire model out at once or can some revised version remain? If you regulate the quality, level and ethics of profit making maybe the free market system can evolve into something else or may be transitional to the equal exchange. Let me be clear from a God, Goddess, Christ, Krishna and Buddha perspective, equal exchange is universal law and therefore the destiny of the planet, if we are to evolve and openly communicate with our extra terrestrial and galactic brothers and sisters and seat at the same table with them.
 Now the time frame for the transition from our current free market system to the equal exchange model will probably be extensive. But change we must. In order for this to happen our perception of our self and how we relate to each other will have to dramatically change. The planet’s population would have to learn either by grace or by karma to share equitably by giving and receiving in a balanced manner. The consciousness of the 7 billion souls on earth would have to evolve to understand that my self interest and survival is directly connected to the growth and survival of the village, country, race, collective, planet, galaxy and universe. Not since Copernicus' proposal for a heliocentric model for our solar system has there been such a major and fundamental challenge to the status quo and common perception on how we relate to each other. In 1514 Nicholaus Copernicus, made available to his friends a 6 page hand written document called “Commentariolus” (Little Commentary) in which he outlined his original observations that the earth was not at the center or our universe rather that the earth was on elliptical path around the sun.

 It took him many years of observation, hesitation and fear to finally find the courage to publish his book on the matter called “De Revolutionibus Orbium Coelestium”. The reason for this delay was that the paradigm for the geocentric world that he lived in had a hierarchical placement for God and the angelic choirs attached to the stars and on earth the Pope was first, followed by the Kings and noble men and so on to the lower levels of society. 

His model with the sun instead of the earth at the center of our solar system debunked this belief and thus shook the world and the attached social, economical and spiritual order at their roots. Imaging what would happen tomorrow if we tried to get rid of the free market system. The banks, large financial institutions, major corporations, governments and individuals who have vested interest in the current model would strongly resist. The fear of anarchy that threatens the status quo is reminiscent of Copernicus’ proposal. Yet in time his model could not be denied and was thus accepted. The idea and model is about equal exchange, the endless flow of giving and receiving for all energetic systems, physical, monetary, emotional, psychological, mental and spiritual is universal law.

Now comes the various phases where instead of throwing out the old model of self interest and greed attempts will be made to fix and patch it until it is completely clear that it can no longer function. How long will this process take no one can tell, but the world financial crisis is clearly indicating that the old paradigm has failed. As soldiers in God’s army, it is up to us to stand up for what is right and help bring about the change and transformation that is needed to rescue our world and re-align our growth and evolution with the rest of the universe. 
Start by being aware where your consciousness is as you conduct any monetary transaction for the next 21 days: when you get your pay check, give to charity, pay your mortgage or buy tooth paste, receive change at the grocery store…etc. Are you leaving in a state of lack or do you trust in the miraculous power of the universe to give and provide for you? Then create a battle plan to adjust your consciousness accordingly.

Now repeat the repeat the same process, for the next 21 days, with your emotional body by being aware of where your consciousness is when you are dealing with your family members, your friends and co-workers. Are you a giving person or a receiver? In giving do you push your agenda onto others or do you respect other boundary and only give when you are asked. Are you able to receive from other or better yet ask for help? Are you giving because you are full or because you are empty? Do you like to receive because you are looking for free energy? Then create a battle plan to adjust your consciousness accordingly.

 You can then continue to repeat this 21 day process for your mental body. Which thoughts are authentically mine and which are the biases and prejudices of my father? Any thought system that expresses free, judgments and lack are from the negative ego. I am authentically made of thoughts of love, hope and miracles. Then create a battle plan to adjust your consciousness accordingly.

Finally conclude with a 21 day process for your spiritual body. What is my real identity? Where to I begin and end? I am that I am. I am everything. How do I incorporate others and their need in my actions? Then create a battle plan to adjust your consciousness accordingly. If you do this process by focusing 21 days each for your financial emotional, mental and spiritual interactions you will not be the same person and giving and receiving from an integrated ascended perspective will be closer to reality.

As always rescue self first and then help others on the path to overcome the obstacles that you mastered. If we each do this, the critical mass will soon be reached at which point the rest of the planet


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